an open letter for back to school night
Matthew E. Henry (MEH)
Originally appeared in the now defunct Biological Creatures
CW: Sexual Assault, Suicide
your child was sexually assaulted at a party
almost—a friend intervened as sober hands
fumbled against an impaired zipper. your child is in love
with sharp edges—clothespins, safety razors, and
exacto-knives wait red-spotted under the bed, but
your maid has yet to notice. your child hasn’t eaten
solid foods in three weeks, has slit both wrists
in frenetic dreams, takes whatever colored pills
are closest to hand, drinks until feelings can’t be felt.
your child found your Tinder profile, your stash,
the photos, the manila envelope containing the truth.
your child overheard you that night, hears
what you really mean, even though you’re too afraid
to admit it. your child has told me these things because
you’re too busy posting shit about other parents on Facebook
and they don’t want to be a distraction.
Matthew E. Henry (MEH) is the author of Teaching While Black (Main Street Rag, 2020), Dust & Ashes (Californios Press, 2020), the Colored page (Sundress Publications, forthcoming), and editor-in-chief of The Weight Journal. MEH is an educator who writes poetry and prose about education, race, religion, and burning oppressive systems to the ground. www.MEHPoeting.com