The Author at 11 Wanted to be Reincarnated as a Dog

Andrew P. Dillon

Among the reasons he thinks being a dog would be nice, 

the most pawsitive is never having to talk to new people.

When you’re a boy and Mom is sad, 

sometimes it’s the right thing to ask What’s wrong?

But sometimes it’s better to take her hand and imagine 

tipping the warm honey of your love down your arm 

to pool at the strong roots her fingers resemble, 

so she has something to eat before the dinner shift 

when she lays a hand across her mouth, 

the way you see her doing 

in front of the mirror before work.

When you’re a dog, it’s always the right thing 

to lie your head in Mom’s lap and sigh roughly through your nostrils 

while she rubs your head.

A boy wants to tell his mom all the things he knows, 

all the ways he hurts, 

everything he sees. 

He has to learn how to be quiet. 

Before he can be a man, he has to learn.

A boy is good at cuddling, and talking about 

the world's small wonders revealed every day. 

He already knows how to be a good dog.

Andrew P. Dillon graduated in the University of Tennessee’s inaugural MFA class. His work is forthcoming or has appeared most recently in Please See Me, Beautiful Cadaver Project Pittsburgh, Analog, Stirring, & Connotation Press. He lives in Nashville while he completes his first collection. He strongly supports the use of semi-colons, em dashes, & the serial comma. Visit his website at andrewdillonpoetry.com.