A Measurable Pulse
Rebecca Brock
The tree caught him,
held him in the crook of a branch, his ankle
wedged tight, he dangled there—
all seven years of him,
an upside down X of a boy:
belly exposed, hands reaching—
a measurable pulse
between him
and hard ground.
I moved like a mother—
caught him just as the school bus
arrived with its defeated sigh.
The children, the bus, even other mothers
left us with their sympathy.
Our walk back home
was slow and limping.
The morning’s usual push
had me yelling: Teeth! Shoes!
Yelling just to be heard:
Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!
I forgot to notice the sky.
The way the clouds spread, the way the new
leaved trees beckoned
or even this boy—lung, heart, blood, bone—
bundled and rushing
into the newly lit world.
He is going to learn, I tell myself.
Because he will have to—won’t he?
How to follow the rules of others,
the expectations of people
and things like gravity
and light, force and motion,
that push and pull
of impossibility.
Rebecca Brock’s work has been published or is forthcoming in The Threepenny Review, CALYX, Mom Egg Review, Sheila-Na-Gig, SWWIM, Whale Road Review and elsewhere. She holds an MFA from The Bennington Writing Seminars and was a finalist in the 2021 Joy Harjo Poetry Contest at Cutthroat, A Journal of the Arts. Her first chapbook was a semifinalist in the New Women’s Voices Contest at Finishing Line Press and is forthcoming from Kelsay Books in 2022. Idaho born, she is raising her two sons in Virginia and still isn’t used to the humidity. You can find more of her work at rebeccabrock.org.
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